Over the years, I have been in numerous weddings. I have so enjoyed celebrating my friends as they decide to embark on their journey to become wives. Most recently, I will be in a wedding this weekend. And even though the bride and I haven’t known each other long, she and I made a real connection. I often refer to her as the little sister I never had. We have a lot in common, hang out on a pretty regular basis, and now we are neighbors. I definitely learn from her and her groom, and I hope that they learn from me.
Not to sound too cliche’, but when you get a number of women together, things don’t always work out the way you want them to. Now, I have prided myself on not getting caught up in the petty/insignificant/crazy things that groups of women sometimes get themselves into. I’m pretty good about letting things roll off my back. Not to mention that I don’t have those type of women in the circles.
But let me back up and offer some sage advice. When someone asks you to be in their wedding, it’s MUCH more than just buying a dress (or renting a tux) and standing next to your ace while she/he exchanges vows. It’s a time AND financial commitment. At minimum, in addition to your dress and shoes, you’re also going to have to chip in for a bachelorette party and/or bridal shower. And with the way society is now, the bride may want to do a trip. And it is the one time (aside from you being married and/or having children) that you have to be unselfish and put someone else before you. Like you can’t complain, can’t whine, can’t say you don’t like your dress/hair/nails. Why? Because it’s not about you!
In addition to you being unselfish, you have to put up. Not put up or shut up-just put up. Celebrating the bride isn’t cheap. Not only do you have to budget for your dress/shoes/jewelry, you will most likely have to get a hotel room/airfare ticket and contribute to her bridal shower and bachelorette party. Not only do you shower the bride with gifts, but you also have to support her last days as a “free” woman. When you don’t contribute, you put undo pressure on the other members of the bridal party. Let me tell you a story…(don’t worry, it’s short)
A few years back, I was my cousin’s Maid of Honor at her wedding. Her bachelorette party and bridal shower took place over one weekend in Atlanta. Why? She was the only person that lived there, and everyone was traveling to attend. Out of 8 bridesmaids, only 1 contributed to her weekend, which consisted of dinner, clubbing, drinks, bridal shower, and dance class. I never told my cousin. And even though she and my aunt offered to contribute, I didn’t take their money. Why? Because it’s her day and she shouldn’t have to worry about that. And that wasn’t her job. Her job was to enjoy being celebrated with no worries.
With the wedding I’m going to be in this weekend, I won’t go into too many details. I’ll just say one person still owes me money for events that have taken place and another told me that she can’t contribute anymore (we have one last event scheduled with the bride and groom) as she is in a wedding next weekend as well and is tapped out.
All of these instances have told me that I need to learn to say “No”. From now on, if a family member/friend/loved one/soror asks me to be in her wedding, I’m going to decline. And it’s not because I don’t love them; it’s because not everyone in the wedding party realizes the commitment that she is agreeing to. And just because someone didn’t plan properly (or because they’re a slacker) does not mean that I should make undo sacrifices. I’m not here to take care of grown people.
Now, I’ll admit that this blog may not be the best way to communicate that, but….yeah, it is the best way to communicate this. Because I’m here to share my story. And I feel that people who are involved in my life (the good, the bad, and the ugly) unofficially sign up to become a part of that story. It is never my intent to embarrass or call out folks; I don’t name names-that’s messy.
Oh, and my own wedding (when that day comes)? I’ll be on a beach somewhere with my boo and our parents. The few people that I have shared this with in the last 12 hours think I’m crazy, and I’ll change my mind. Not to mention it totally goes against the next to last line in this post. The older you get, you realize what’s really important. And me stressing over somebody else’s wedding because people can’t contribute is not at the top of my list of priorities.
Until next time, I’m just a Southern girl…in the city.